I generally don't get hungry anymore. I greatly enjoy eating, but something about the way I'm managing my nutrition and exercise has resulted in me simply eating for performance and function, on a set schedule, with little to no exceptions.
Tonight has been one such exception.
I want something else to eat so bad that I can barely stand it. It is so intense that I can't tell if it's actually physical or just mental.
I have had my calories. Hit my macros. There is no reason to eat anything else. I just want it, like you wouldn't believe.
I've put in 10k steps and a hard lifting session in the hours since dinner. Just chugged a bunch of water, and now I'm laying here, watching (people cooking on) YouTube, trying to get sleepy, romanticizing what I'll eat around noon tomorrow.
This isn't so much willpower as it is just remaining locked in on the big picture. But damn - is that hard to do right now.
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